Trust

Trust.

Fuck trust. I just started this blog and ive already used this word 3 times.

I'm the type of person who can't trust easily, its not that I choose not to, its the way i was raised.

But when you meet those friends in life, all of it starts to unfold. You begin to rely on people, on friends and on brothers. But in the back of your head, you still hear that voice that is constantly saying, "Don't, it'll fuck you over". These are called morals and principles in life, and you live by them.

Then along comes this one girl, she seems almost perfect, her smile, the way she dresses and especially the way she kissed you. You ignore everything you've lived by, you put aside your morals and trust her. You spoil her, do all you can to make her happy, put her life before your own. Hell, i baked her a cake for valentines day.

But what does she do in return? Puts your feelings before hers, wants you to be happy with another girl. Is this what you wanted? Are you happy? Cause I'm not.

Its aight though, I understand. I understand why she did it, and I'm grateful for the memories she's given me. Ones i can always look back on and smile to, but no matter how big i smile or how often i laugh to myself about em, they're just memories.

Live life right, memories should stay where they are. In the past.

CBF